Explanations

First, I need to publish a disclaimer about my last post. I did not mean to hurt anyone or make anyone feel bad about the words that I posted. I was sad, lonely, and expressive...a lethal combination. I wrote what was on my mind at the time, without editing, or time to review what was written. I don't feel that way all the time, it has usually been for about 3 or 4 hours once in a random while. Only difference being...it came out in this blog.

I want to thank everyone who was concerned about me...it really does mean a lot. I am really, truly appreciative for what I have...I think, sometimes I don't know if I appreciate my friends enough. Either way...thank you, especially bffl. Sometimes I just need you to set me striaght when I'm being really stupid.

Yesterday was Christmas...and I dreaded it. Christmas last year was absolutely awful, and I was really scared that things were going to mirrror that. The fact that I was wrong made me very happy. All in all, I had a good holiday.